On Markov Chains6 (The futile state only depends on the current state. The previous states do not matter.)

Equilibrium State and properties of disappearance
Probability of my disappearance --> Outcome only determined by current state

I’ve deliberated time and time again what it means to disappear.; why some days I’d like to and some days not. I’ve deliberated the properties of disappearance, which include but are not limited to declaration, drafts, diaspora, deletion, decomposition, destruction, distraction, and deliberation.

On the days, I do want to disappear, I fear how vast and incongrous my digiral footptrint is, how many mes there are trapped in digital realms.

On the days I do not want to disappear, I declare I love the internet, how many mes I can pretend to be.